I am SAM

I am SAM….

In the embodiment of spiritual evolution
I cry from the stretching
I’m being torn and broken
I scream because it hurts
Paaaaiiiiiiiinnnn!!!!!
Why me? Why now?
The torment is excruciating
This pain is not in the physical but it’s in the mental
There’s no prescription
I love you

I want to return to my mother’s womb
Where there is only comfort and serenity
Heaven and earth has rested its idiom on my spiritual shoulders
Because of that it was determined that my being was dilapidated
And I had to be blown into millions of pieces
The sign on me reads…under construction
The bulldozer of life came crushing against my existence
Oh the progress of being rebuilt
I scream because it hurts
Paaaaiiiiiiiinnnn!!!!!
I love you

I lay in the invisible hospital room of recovery
My nurses are angels and my doctor is the Lord
The Doctor tells me to get plenty of rest
And the angels whisper this is just a test
In and out of consciousness I’m trying to remember my name
I am going through this proverbial change
My pain is for the love I have for you
I scream because it hurts
Paaaaiiiiiiiinnnn!!!!!
I love you

I could quit
But I keep seeing your face in my vision
I endure this nightmare so you can dare to dream
As I’m being reconstructed brick by brick
Each brick has at least ten names
And the Doctor tells me that each name on each brick
Is waiting and let not their wait be in vain
In and out of consciousness I’m trying to remember my name
I am going through this proverbial change
My pain is for the love I have for you
I scream because it hurts
Paaaaiiiiiiiinnnn!!!!!
I love you

The sign on me now reads… Open for business
I’ve passed all inspections
I have been qualified to stand as the voice of reason
I lost my identity in the reconstruction
The Doctor gave me a new name
The Doctor said that I have been built on a solid foundation
I am not the same as before
He had to do surgical removal of all that I was
And replaced it with the essential that He saw fit
In this new building my spiritual evolution would cause me to Speak Above Mediocrity
The Doctor has named me SAM.
I am SAM

For every trial, tear, disappointment and/or torment
I did not quit because
I love you

Sincerely,

SAM

Always Speaking Above ,Mediocrity,

Latrina "SAM" Johnson,CEO
Latrina is a Christian Empowerment Coach, Author, Professional Speaker and founder of Speaking Above Mediocrity Empowerment Consulting Firm
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Poem: I am SAM
By: Latrina Johnson
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